The Author Is Speechless

Chapter 50: Emotion Is Dangerous

At first, he thought that he would get a good job if he studied chemistry in college. But for his rotten luck, he failed to do so.

He was great at memorizing and good at everything. But, he was fired from the laboratory for not being creative and for being a gloomy person. Which was a stupid excuse. It also had something to do with him being an orphan.

So, he was replaced by someone else from a well known family. An idiot who had no idea about medicine was replaced on his spot in exchange for a huge amouth of money.

North was forced to leave the institution and his colleagues with zero balance in his pocket. Fortunately, he found a job sign of a small restaurant and found a job there at the same time.

He was saved from turning into a homeless person.

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I heard from a colleague that there's a site called rebnovel where people can post their story and earn money, should I try it too? I have a lot of free times now.

What's wrong with trying something new in life? I'm not chained by anything or anyone anymore. Even if I fail, no one will be disappointed. No one will point their fingers at me. No one will expect anything from me.

Because, it's me and only me alone in my life.

I have nothing to gain or lose from anyone.

So one night, North opened an account and write something haphazard and posted it.

"Well, it's trash anyway, nobody will read it. I'll just go to sleep."

But who knew his story would become famous overnight? He was stunned to see the views and it gave . Thus, he became a successful writer by working hard for years.

So at the end of his days, he left his job because of his previous boss. His boss lost his whole company due to that idiot lab scientist and came back to him to offer him his previous post with a big amount of money. But his easy going life was more important to him. And the company already went bankrupt, so he refused.

He left his job from the restaurant and started his life as a shut-in broke freelancer. But he was okay.

Depressed, but okay…

He was okay, but there was nothing left in his life. No family, no friends, no job. He was a burden to society. At the end of his days, his heart felt so pressured, he wanted to leave everything but he was unable to do so.

And one day in the morning, he saw the yellow big comforting sun. He felt like if he didn't go inside, he would miss his lifetime chance to let himself free from his shackles.

So, he jumped out of his window and…

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"Master!! Does the food taste bad? Why are you crying, master!!"

Adonis was shocked to see him crying rather than seeing his tears disappear before they touched the floor.

"Master!! Are you okay?"

"No, I just remembered something. The soup tastes really good. Thank you for making the dishes when I only scored 75. I failed to score 100."

"That doesn't matter, master! Even if you fail, I'd still make food to cheer you up. Living things are bound to make mistakes. So don't cry, master."

Adkins gave him his handkerchief to wipe his tears by kneeling down and said,

"I don't know anything about my master but I still choose you as one. From your tears, I could make a wild guess that you didn't live a good life. But I promise master, I will never let anyone harm you. I will sacrifice my life for you master."

Viktor smiled by his words and said,

"You don't have to sacrifice your life for me, dummy. Always remember that saving your life is your first priority. Don't sacrifice your life for anyone even if you're in the most miserable state of your life. You are your life's guardian. Don't make it a product."

"Yes,master. But for you, it's different."

He shined like a light bulb that Viktor almost went blind.

Ugh! I need to wear sunglasses -_- …

"Hah! Stand up, we will have a brief conversation about this matter later. Now sit there and eat with me. The soup will get cold."

"Yes, master. I will join you."

In my past life, I was definitely a person without emotions due to my previous situation.

I was an emotionless creature who didn't give a damn about people. I was shackled by the non-emotional logic.

Well like I said before, "Human emotion is a chemical going up and down inside our brain." And I'm a human after all. Emotion is the very thing that makes me a human.

Having emotion, having no emotion, they are the main face of human emotion if you think about it.

Because, non-emotional humans are not emotional because they are tired of living, or forced to do so because of their circumstances. It's also a face of human emotion, the state between happiness and sadness. The state where they refuse to live like other humans, act like other humans, think like other humans. They are all parts of human emotions.

If you manage to control emotion, everything is as easy as water. But if someone is influenced by it, it can lead their life to death. The path of thorns.

Emotion is dangerous. But this is what makes us human. A living being with a beating heart.

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"Master, you should go to sleep now. It's already 1 AM."

Adonis came inside his library and saw Viktor busy making something.

"Already?"

He answered without looking up because he was too busy.

"Yes, master. And a letter came from your school with books, uniforms and a school batch. Your class schedule is also mentioned on the letter, master."

"I see. You're dismissed today. See you tomorrow morning when I wake up. Good night Adonis."

"Good night master. See you tomorrow."

Now, let's go inside my blanket for a whole day.