Ten Years of Yearning. My Love, Let Me Protect You.

Luo couldn't believe she would let someone do such intimate things to her. It was like an impossible event to her because in the past, at the brink of her death which was caused by Luo Lixiang, she promised herself she wouldn't care for anyone else except herself in her remaining life if she survived. 

Her own blood-related brother wanted her to die so badly but she failed to notice his malicious thoughts for a long time. 

When it crossed her mind, she labelled every man in the world as a creature which couldn't be trusted. 

Luo Lixiang wasn't the only reason for it. The butler named Hua Xiamin was a part of it too. When her parents died, her grandfather took both of them with him to look after them. 

Due to the matters of the Luo Corporation, he had to spend most of his time in the office. He was way more than sad from her. He was in his old days but before him, his only son and daughter-in-law left the world. No father could tolerate this, to be alive to witness the funeral of their only child. 

Back then, the old man's insides were burning with endless sorrow, but the man had stilled himself for her and her brother. He didn't shed a single tear at the funeral but she had detected the unending grief of his. 

When grandpa Luo was in his work, Hua Xiamin had looked after them with so much care that she was moved. The girl who was in her adolescent was beyond happy that he had treated her so well with so much love. She discerned the concern and care they had for her but now that she thought she was a fool.

Even if people could hire someone with a large amount of money, sincerity couldn't be bought with anything, not even with the price of someone's life. The naive Luo Lixi easily believed in everyone who could move her heart for even a bit back then due to the lack of her parent's love and presence. 

When the two men she thought they cared for her as much as she did, betrayed her, her belief in men broke into pieces. 

Luo Lixi had made up her mind not to believe in someone else so easily, only she had for herself. 

Not even her grandfather, who would press her to do work in the company which she didn't like but was unable to speak aloud before his intimidating gaze. It was true, the old man valued her a lot, but she was tired after working in the company for so many hours of a day. The company was their, the Luo's, so even when everyone could leave at the leaving hour of the company, she wasn't allowed to do so. It seemed like her grandfather wanted to stuff her with every matter in the company.

Now that Luo Lixi thought of that, never in her life had she given any thought of having a sexual relationship with someone. Her life didn't have such luxury to date someone. Back then, she didn't know she would meet Sheng Ruming again. 

Moreover, he was now on top of her, doing unimaginable things to her. She slowly moved her hand from her lips and touched his cheek. Sheng Ruming stopped what he was doing at her touch and focused on her face. He thought she had something to say.

Looking at the matured man from so close, feeling his body against her and glancing at those mesmerising dark orbs, she found herself smiling. 

Sheng Ruming was momentarily dazed when he saw her smile which was brighter than the sun and the most beautiful thing he cared for the most in his life. 

As Luo Lixi saw him smiling too, she moved her hand from his face and wrapped it around his neck. Her other hand left the bed sheet as it started to sweep on his hardened back. She caressed him while he waited for her to do as much as she wanted. Her soft hand came to his neck, making some circles with her forefinger on his skin, then moving it towards his messy hair, tangling her fingers and pulling him towards her face.

Slowly, she joined her other hand around his neck, her body tilted up a little bit, the kiss she failed to give him earlier, she intended to give him now.

Sheng Ruming's body did as she wanted and finally she kissed him on his lips. It was an innocent kiss, which was very light, fluttering but it was full of love and...he liked it so much. When he noticed she was turning away after she finished her pecking on his closed lips like a chick, 

"Ugh! My Lixi, you need many things to learn, baby." Sheng Ruming groaned, stretching out his hand and pulling the back of her head towards him. 

While doing it, he moved around and tossed her on top of him. He wrapped his legs around her thigh area and locked her body tightly against him to let her feel the rising temperature of his. Due to this, she felt an unknown sensation all around her body but she was inexperienced. Her every nerve was screaming to be loved but the woman didn't know that she was beyond aroused.

Luo Lixi gave a smooth moan, moving her hands and grabbing tight his shoulder for dear life. 

But since he was the man she loved, she didn't shy away from him. Her body wanted him as much as he wanted her.

Luo Lixi felt too hot. She thought she would melt under his extreme care. He lifted his head and looked at her flushed face. 

The matter, she was trying to force down her moans irked him. He knew she feared that someone would hear her voice. The room was soundproof. So even if she screamed at the top of her lungs, craze around in here, nobody would hear her. 

He was like a hungry beast who had found his prey after a long time. He looked at her very intensely. As their bodies were  tangled, he felt every curb of her body against him. Her sweet scent further enchanted him to explore her more. 

Thus he broke away from the kiss as Luo Lixi felt breathless. She noticed his lustful eyes. She felt his sight on her chest.

Sheng Ruming slowly lifted his head and tried to open the buttons of her dress. When Luo Lixi saw him tugging at those with a tense look, she broke into a fit of laughter.

"Oh! Oh my! Hahaha! It is so funny." Luo Lixi didn't stop herself as she was laughing so hard. Sheng Ruming was puzzled as to why she was laughing at him. Then he remembered she started to giggle at him when he wanted to open her dress's buttons. He inched on her chest. Luo Lixi stopped laughing when a hot breath fell on her neck. She saw him on her chest. 

At first she wanted to tell him the truth but…' Forget it. He will know in a second.' As expected Sheng Ruming saw those were fake buttons, the reason was they were attached on the front only for the design. He shot her an accusing look but saw she had a mischievous glint in her eyes.

The impatient man knew right away if he wanted to undress her it would be quite difficult. Thus he moved away from on top of her body and sat up on the bed while bending his knees.

At his sudden movements, Luo Lixi was confused. 'Is he angry because I laughed at him?' She wanted to say something but the next thing he did, blew away her rationality.

With his rough hands, Sheng Ruming took hold of her upper cloth and tore it in half in one attempt. Luo Lixi's eyes grew big when he did that. Her black lace bra was exposed to him. When he saw his gazed resting on her cleavage, she looked down and noticed it.

"You…" She thought if she didn't do anything right now, he would definitely eat her whole. Sheng Ruming smirked at her as he forced away her hands from her chest. Luo Lixi didn't want to as she felt very shy but under his persistence, she slowly moved her hands away and let him see what he wanted. But it was too much for her heart, thus she tightly shut her eyes without having any intentions to open them. 

Sheng Ruming sighed when he saw her frowning. 

"Frown as much as you want… I, I won't let you go now." Luo Lixi slowly opened her right eye at his remark. When Sheng Ruming saw her opening her eyes, he suddenly took hold of her hips and forced her to sit up. 

"Ah!" Luo Lixi's nose crushed on his chest yet for the nth time. 'Does he like it very much whenever I crush into him?!' She massaged her nose in annoyance as she felt a little angry because of his sudden movement. She sat between his two bending legs. 

Without any prior notice he kissed her cleavage.

"Uh!!!" The unprepared woman gasped at his sudden movement. Sheng Ruming only concentrated on that beautiful curve of her as he kissed one time, took a little bit of skin in between his teeth and chewed on it gently. Luo Lixi's whole body began to quiver because of it. He only did that on that particular area, he didn't even move to the left or right, where were her beautiful bunny treasures. 

After doing it for nearly ten minutes, Sheng Ruming stopped.

Sheng Ruming saw Luo Lixi was biting on her bottom lip very hard.

"Don't bite on your lips. It will leave a mark. Tonight we will go to New York." 

He slowly swept his fingers on her lips. Luo Lixi gazed at his dark orbs in a daze. In her life, she didn't even go outside of her city, let alone going abroad. She felt a little antsy and also a little excited when hearing it.

At hearing him saying going abroad, she remembered the last time they had met. That day was also a day she hated the most in her life. When she thought about it, she unconsciously hugged him tightly. Sheng Ruming also guessed her thoughts as he hugged her back while they remained quiet, without doing anything else. 

 ...

The last time Luo Lixi had seen him at the playground where they used to meet often. They were in the same school. Some days ago, the girl had seen her parent's funeral. Her mind was extremely tired and some heavy heartaches were making her depressed. The guilt for making her parents upset before some hours of their death made her anguish and distress in sorrow.

When she was laying down on the ground with her right leg on top of her left leg, atop the grasses, Sheng Ruming came with a bunch of roses in his hand. 

The young boy was very shy and hesitant when he saw her gaze on him. But he remained firm and walked towards her slowly.

In their school, Sheng Ruming wasn't very much known to everyone like her. Luo Lixi was a top scorer in her class with good family background, also her facial features were unique like those faces which could be noticed at a first glance in the crowd. Many boys liked her but Sheng Ruming was the first one who revealed his liking towards her.

That afternoon, while she was laying on the ground, the young Sheng Ruming proposed to her like a clumsy boy. With a bunch of red roses in his hands, he stuttered like a fool.