Chapter 155 Waking up
As my consciousness slowly returned, I became aware of the softness of my pillow beneath my head, the gentle morning light filtering through my curtains, the silence of my room a stark contrast to the chaos of the battlefield.
I raised my hand to my forehead, my fingers brushing against it as the throes of a slight headache gripped me.
As I blinked and shifted my weight, the mattress beneath me groaned softly, its soft springs giving way to the gentle pressure of my body.
My fingers grazed the rough linen of the sheets as I pulled myself to a sitting position
As I turned my head, I caught sight of Damon sitting on a chair in the corner of the room, his arms crossed over his chest and a bored expression on his face.
"Look who finally woke up," Damon said, his lips twitching into a tired but affectionate smirk. "I was starting to think I'd need to administer smelling salts to rouse you from your slumber.
I craned my neck to peer out the window, the sunlight streaming in through the sheer curtains as I tried to gauge the time of day.
"I've lost track," I admitted, turning back to Damon with a shrug. "How long was I out?"
As my eyes adjusted to the light, I realized that the sun was not shining with its usual radiance. Instead, the sky was tinged with a dull, greyish hue, the sunlight muted as though it were struggling to break through the clouds.
It was clear that the day was winding down, the light slowly bleeding into the encroaching darkness as the sun made its slow descent beyond the horizon.
One hour, maybe slightly more. Damon's voice was calm and even, his eyes fixed on mine as he continued to fill me in on what had happened.
"Your body decided it had had enough," he said, his tone soft but serious. "All that wind magic you were using - it was too much for you to handle. Your body couldn't keep up, and it buckled under the strain.
I allowed myself a wry smile, acknowledging the recklessness of my actions. After all, I had always known that his insatiable thirst for combat would one day catch up to me - it was only a matter of time before the risks outweighed the rewards.
"You know, I almost expected something like this to happen sooner or later," I thought as the wind rumbled in the stillness of the room. "I guess I pushed my luck a little too far this time."
My thoughts swirled like a cyclone in my mind, the realization of the truth hitting me like a tidal wave.
I knew that if i had been a normal mage, the sheer volume of magic i had expended would have pushed my body past its breaking point, destroying me in a blinding flash of power.
But I wasn't a normal mage. I had been gifted with a unique system, a power that operated according to its own mysterious rules. And so, I felt that this system would not allow me to perish
I had been living on the edge, pushing my body and my magic to their limits, and yet I had emerged unscathed.
"A normal one star mage would be dead," I thought, my mind reeling as i considered the implications of my survival. "But my system has kept me alive, even when my body was at its breaking point."
My body had crumbled under the strain, my magic pushing me to the brink of destruction, and yet I had been spared.
The system was the difference maker, the one cushion I had in the race against all other mages.
My words rang out with a quiet determination, my eyes fixed on Damon as I spoke.
"Bodies are meant to be pushed," I said, my voice even and measured as I leaned forward in my bed. "They are tools to be used, vessels for magic and will. And I must use mine to its fullest potential, even if it means pushing myself to the brink."
As I spoke, I could feel the intensity of Damon's gaze fixed upon me, his lips pressed into a thin line as he watched me.
His expression was inscrutable, his eyes betraying no emotion as he listened to my words. Was it disapproval that lingered in the depths of his gaze, or perhaps a grudging respect for my unwavering determination?
The phrase echoed in my mind as I contemplated the truth behind my actions. Bravery and stupidity - two sides of the same coin, dancing along the razor's edge of recklessness.
Was I truly brave, or simply foolish in my pursuit of power? Perhaps it was both, my courage and my stubbornness intertwined in a volatile blend of daring and defiance.
I couldn't say for certain, but one thing was clear - my path was set, and no amount of disapproval or caution would sway me from my course.
To Damon, my stance was one of utter duality, my feet straddling the line between brilliance and madness.
On one side was my unshakeable resolve, my unwavering dedication to mastering my magic and achieving greatness. On the other, the specter of hubris, my stubborn refusal to acknowledge the limitations of my body and my power.
His words hung heavy in the air, a testament to the mystery of my survival. "I don't know how you're still alive," he said, his tone one of quiet disbelief. "It doesn't make sense."
I shot him a teasing smirk, my words laced with playful arrogance. "Are you saying you'd prefer if it I wasn't?" I asked, my eyes gleaming with mischief.
Damon stood, his expression unreadable as he took in the defiance that flickered in my gaze. "Take the day off to get some rest," he said, his voice quiet but firm as he turned away from me. "I shouldn't have let you come to those fights. I won't be making the same mistake again."
Without another word, he strode from the room, the door clicking shut with a soft thud