Fulfilling my Lustful Fantasies

Chapter 16: Thoughts

-Lucielle POV-

I was stunned when I saw Riel lick his fingers clean. He was looking at me as he tried to guess the liquid that he just tasted, before giving me a radiant smile. My little angel just sucked my dirty juices off his fingers, and here he is, smiling not knowing what he just did. I felt like I was corrupting him, and that made me 'feel' a bit.

"Mommy, did you feel good?" He asked like a kid who wanted to have his drawings rated by his parents.

I wanted to scold him, but it seems like he wanted to do this ever since the other night. I remember that he said something about confirming his suspicions when he first saw my face in pleasure, and I'm pretty sure he saw it again earlier.

[Aghh, I know you want to help Mommy feel better, but not like this...]

Now I can't even tell him that it's bad, I mean he did it with pure intentions and was just being considerate. I don't wanna scold him for that, not to mention I literally moaned out 'so good' earlier. I had two opportunities to tell him that what he was doing is wrong, but instead of doing that I just used my son's fingers to get myself off.

"Uhmm, yes.." I still wasn't sure if I should have answered at all. But seeing his expectant eyes, I just felt I had to.

I saw him get happy, as he shook his cute fists in celebration. I could almost see a wagging tail behind him, as he really looked like a puppy right now.

"Fufu~, I'll make it even better next time." he said proudly, clearly happy because of my acknowledgement

Seeing him all eager like that, I really couldn't find it in me to tell him about the truth. I became absentminded as I thought of the repercussions that will happen. If I tell him the truth, then I'll have to tell him all about sex as well, about the relationships between a man and a woman. I can't just tell him to stop because it's bad, not after cumming and moaning like that.

But I can't bring it in me to willingly destroy my child's innocence. These years of fooling around will never come back to him, aren't I robbing him of his childhood by doing so? Not to mention, how would he think of me. If he thinks about it I had two chance to stop him, but I didn't. Instead his own mother used him to get herself off. How would I feel, if someone like that lectured me that what we did was wrong.

I felt a rising urge to kick myself, to think all of this happened because I woke up horny in the middle of the night. How do I even salvage this Looking out the window, the sun has long set as it is already dark. It seems that I got lost in my thoughts, due to stress.

Standing up from the bed, I cleaned myself. And as I went back to bed, I found Riel already dozing off. Looking at him peacefully sleeping, I laid down next to him and pulled him into an embrace.

"I'm sorry that I'm such a bad mommy." as I kissed him goodnight.

-Maelriel POV-

I woke up feeling refreshed and ecstatic, as my plans went better than expected. I didn't expect Mom to actually say that it felt good. Now I'll have an easier time easing her to slowly have her get used with me playing with her pussy.

I have to make sure not to overdo it though, just to make sure she won't get suspicious. But for now I'll just attend my music lessons, and have some magic practice at the afternoon. It's not like I'm in a rush after all.

As I walked downstairs Celine was already gone, as she must have already started her practice. I used to think that I'm working pretty hard as well, as I'm putting in some real effort learning music and magic. But Sis is even more hardworking than me, cause she practices and tests out magic for the whole day.

My once 2-9 win-lose ratio somehow became even more majestic as it is now 2-24. I haven't been able to finger my sister's ass at all. From my last victory, I thought that I could finally start winning more, and use the dares from my victory to stage incidents where I can slowly start having her get used to me playing with her little fuck holes.

But she just went full hyperbolic time chamber on me instead, she quickly replicated how I was able to create fog, steam, and ice, and then used it better than me. She is also way more physically fit than me, as she also spends time practicing archery unlike me who's playing around with music indoors. Combining those factors together, lead to a series of one-sided landslide victories for her.

She really has a knack for combat, as not only can she use her legs to release magic, she can even do simple magic chantless, unlike me who still chants when I cast a water sphere. She sometimes looks like she is the avatar, as she just spews magic from her limbs while she looks like she's dancing. I swear I remember getting wrecked once while she looked like she was break dancing as she just kept releasing winds slashes with her legs.

Trying to forget those memories, I looked at the table which had a basket of fruits, and vegetable salad as well as a loaf of bread. Yes, this is what I eat for breakfast. It took me some time to get used to this, but now I even like it a little bit.

Sitting at the table, I started eating alone while I thought of how should I approach Aerin. This was pretty difficult, as I don't know just how much can I get away with her. I don't know just how knowledgeable she is at sex, so I can't do what I did with my sister, where I can just freely grope her.

Should I go for the childhood 'crush' route? But that doesn't seem reliable, because the results all depends on whether she accepts my love or not. Deciding to think about it more later, I finished my breakfast. I then washed myself and changed into new clothes.

As I was walking out I saw Mom, reading a book in the living room. So I decided to give her a hug and a kiss, before finally heading over to Aerin's place to learn music.